Why do i keep measuring future, love, and happiness based on any other people experience, not mine?
Why do i keep act completely opposite for what i really want from the deepest of my heart?
Why do i keep thinking, toughly, this is for the best, while i know, from the deepest heart, it said no, it is not?
Why suddenly, for all this years, acting so strong, so tough, and then by those little words, im breaking?
Why this is always keeping like this. Like my life's full of regrets, for act that i always think, this is for the best, for anyone. While actually im thinking about other selves out there, who have no relation with what happened with myself and my act.
When would i ever listened to my own heart? Because dumb me, i always think what other people said.
And i promise, i wont do that ever again.